김용두 목사님의 부에나파크 미주님의교회 부흥집회

10월 9일 2011년일요일

 

Pastor Kim, Yong Doo revival meetings in Buena Park in LA, US

Monday – October 10, 2011

성령의불!

당신의낮은종,

뤄셀불파 

Holy Fire!

Your humble servant,

-Russell Bulfa

둘째날밤집회찬양시간이였습니다. 회개의눈물이흘렀습니다. 저는회개의눈물을흘릴수있도록아주오랫동안주님께간청한상태였습니다, 외냐하면저는남자이기때문에쉽게물지않기때문이였습니다. 저는진정, 진심의회개를주님께드리고싶었습니다. 제가울고있을때, 주님께울며울부짖고있을때눈물은너무나도많이계속제얼굴에흘렀습니다. 집회안사람들은춤추고노래하며주님을찬양하였습니다. 제기분은너무도좋았습니다. 저는울며주님께모든것을털어놓았습니다.

 

The second night service, during worship. Tears of repentance fell on me. I have been asking the Lord for the “Tears of repentance” to fall on me for a very long time now because I rarely cry since I’m a guy. I wanted that true and genuine repentance to God. As I was praying, I kept tearing and tearing, the tears in my eyes kept streaming down my face as I cried out to Him while the congregation was dancing and singing praises to God. I felt really wonderful, crying out and releasing everything to Him.

 

10월 11일 2011년도화요일

Tuesday – October 11, 2011

 

잠깐의휴식후, 불사역이시작하려고하였습니다. 저는하나님께로부터좋은선물을받았습니다. 저는주님의은사인성령의춤을받기시작하였습니다. 제팔과몸은성령님의이끄심아래아주온유하고부드럽고은해스롭게움직이기시작하였습니다. 저는자리에앉아있었으며, 제몸은원을그리며움직였습니다. 제손과팔은성령님의인도하심아래움직였습니다. 성령춤은제생에에처음으로경험해보는일이였습니다. 이것은제게새로운경험이며놀랄만큼아름다운경험이였습니다.

 

After the break, when the Fire ministry is about to start. I received a very wonderful gift from God. I started receiving the gift of “Holy Dance” and my arms and body started moving in a very gentle, soft, and graceful movements led by the Holy spirit. I was sitting down and my body moved in a circular motion and my hands and arms moved according to the Holy spirit’s guidance. It was my first time ever experiencing the gift of the “Holy Dance”. It was very new to me and wondrously beautiful.

 

몇분후, 춤이천천히가라앉더니멈추었습니다. 저는자리에서일어났으며하나님께한번도격어보지못한경험을주신것에감사를드렸습니다. 저는주님께다시움직여달라고여쭈었습니다. 하지만, 제가움직이지안고는다시제손에움직임이느껴지지않았습니다. 저는주은자매줄앞에섰습니다. 저는제손과팔을위로뻗고성령의불을받았습니다. 제손과팔이움직이는데조금의시간이걸렸습니다. 주은자매님은옆통역자에게무슨말을건냈습니다. 그녀가말하길, 하나님께기도하고당신의사랑을고백하세요. 기도하시면서더욱자신을가지세요, 예수님께서당신을진정사랑하십니다." 제가다시물어보았습니다. 너무놀라고믿을수없었기때문입니다. "어~~진짜요? 예수님께서진짜로저를사랑하세요?" 주은자매님은저에게 "예" 라고하며고개를끄덕이며저에게따뜻한웃음을전해주었습니다.

 

After several minutes, it had finally slowed down and stop. I got up and prayed to God thanking Him for experiencing what I had never felt before. I asked God to make it move again, but I can barely feel the movement on my hands without myself moving it. I went in line for JooEun, as I had my arms and palms raised upward to receive the “Holy Fire”. It took a while before my hands and arms started moving. JooEun said something to the interpreter to tell me. She said, “Pray to God and proclaim your love to Him. Pray and claim it harder because (Jesus) He really loves you.” I asked again out of shocked and disbelief, “Aww really? He really does?” JooEun said, “Yes” she nodded and smiled at me with warmth.

 

제심장은녹아버렸으며주님의놀라운사랑에놀랄뿐이였습니다. 하나님께서진정사랑하시는것을느꼈습니다. 저는직접예수님께로부터, 내하나님으로부터, 제구원자로부터, 나의왕으로부터사랑한다는말을들을수있다는것이너무나기뻤습니다. 제심장은환희와사랑으로가득차있었습니다. 저는오늘하루진정은해받았습니다. 오늘슬픔에서기쁨과환희로바뀌었습니다. 저는하나님으로부터사랑을받았습니다! 저는직접저에게하시는말씀을들었습니다! 만약하나님께서그렇게직접온전히, 완벽히사랑한다고이야기해주셨다면무었을더발하겠습니까? 어떤것과도비교할수없습니다! 제가더욱더놀란것은, 제가이제껏불순종과신실하지못했음에도불구하고하나님께서는저를사랑하신다는것이였습니다! 오주님의자비로움과좋으심에감사합니다...저는진심으로진심으로너무나도주님을사랑합니다!

 

My heart just melted and was astounded with the wondrous of His love. I felt really loved by God. I was so happy that I got to hear that from Jesus, my God, my Saviour, my King, my everything! My heart was filled with glee and full of love for Him. I went home felt really blessed and knowing my day went from sadness to a very happy and joyous heart. I was LOVED by God! God directly told me and said it himself! What more can you ask for if God has told you, Himself, that He loves you completely and utterly. Isn’t that the best feeling or the best thing to ever hear or have in this world? There’s nothing compares... I was also amazed that even after all these times of me being disobedient and unfaithful to Him. Despite, of all of that.. He STILL loves me. Oh, thank you Lord for your mercy and goodness.. I love you so much.. I really truly do.. I love You!

 

저는그날아침에하나님의사랑으로가득차일어났습니다. 제가느낀것은, 제혀에통증을느꼈습니다, 제혀가성령의불에데었다는것을알았습니다. 저는통증속에서도웃었습니다. 제가비록진정으로잘이해하지는못했지만, 제혀가성령의불로그을렸지만, 하나님께서는제가성령의불을달라고했을때주셨습니다. 저는하나님을찬양했으며감사했습니다. 왜냐하면하나님께서는제혀를깨끗히하시며정결히순수하게하나님의불로정화시켜주셨기때문입니다. 하나님께서는이사야 6:1-8절까지주셨습니다.

 

I woke up that morning filled with love from God and I noticed, that my tongue really hurts and it was very sore. I just realized that morning that my tongue was burned with God’s “Holy Fire”. I laughed in pain knowing that even I didn’t understand what was going on, God still granted when I asked for His holy fire. Though my tongue was burned with His holy fire. I was praising God and thanking Him. I know he cleanse and purge my tongue into holiness and purity with His All Consuming Fire. (Isaiah 6:1-8) God gave me these verses.

 

하나님께서진정으로저를사랑하신다는것을체험하고나서, 감당할수없는사랑과기쁨이저를체웠습니다. 저는이제항상도움이필요한사람들을도우며하나님의사랑을기꺼이나눌것입니다.

 

After, experiencing that God really love me. I was filled with love and joy that I couldn’t contain it and had the willingness to always help out people in need and sharing God’s love in me.

 

 

부에나파크에서의세전째집회, 마지막집회의찬양시간은제가참석했던세집회중저에게는가장강력한집회였습니다. 제가경험한것은보통을넘어선것이엿습니다. 교회참석한사람들과주은양이나눈것은진정은해스로운것이였습니다. 그녀는주님과의만남, 천국그리고지옥에관하여간증하였습니다. 내가너에게불세례를주노라에나오지않았던이야기를듣고배울수있었습니다. 그녀의간증이끝나자, 그들은기도를시작하였고,

그들은하늘의창이열리며주님의,수천의천사들이교회안방을채웠으며,예수님께서도그곳에있었습니다.

 

The third and last service in Buena Park, during worship service, it was the very most powerful service for me out of the three I attended. What I felt was just beyond extraordinary. It was such a blessing what JooEun had shared with the congregation. She testified about her experience with the Lord about being in Heaven and Hell and I got to learn more things on what wasn’t written in the book, Baptize by Blazing Fire. After her testimony was over, they started praying and seeing the windows of Heaven opened up and that there are thousands and thousands of Angels of the Lord filled the entire room and above. Jesus was there.

 

10월 12일 2011년수요일

Wednesday – October 12, 2011

 

저는기도를시작하였습니다. 저는쉬지않고더욱열심으로기도하였습니다. 제손과팔이천천히그리고은해롭게성령니의인도하심으로움직이기시작하였습니다. 제가기도하는동안제두손과두팔이천천히강대상쪽으로뻗기시작하였습니다. 제팔은보이기않는어떠한힘에의하여당겨지는듯하였습니다. 그리고다시제손은제쪽으로천천히움직였습니다, 꼭무언가를안고있는듯이가까이가까이제가슴쪽으로당겨졌습니다. 제가예수님을안고있다는것을알았습니다. 예수님께서주님의픔안에저를꼬옥안고계셨습니다. 그런후통역하는분이말씀하시길, 몇몇이지금예수님을안고있다고하였습니다. 그런후저는진정예수님이시라는것을알았습니다. 주님을안을때제팔은진정더조여오는것을알았습니다. 주님을안고있을때저는더욱열심으로기도를하였습니다. 저는기도하길주님과의관계가더욱더가깝고더욱친근하며더욱융성하게해달라고기도하였습니다. 제인생에더욱많은영적인것들을달라고기도하였습니다. 더욱더놀라운것은, 그냥주님께서저를한번만안아주신것이아닌, 세번씩이나안아주셨습니다. 저는지정주님께사랑받고있다는것을느꼈습니다. 

 

I started praying to God, I prayed harder without ceasing. My hand and arms started to move again slowly and gracefully led by the Holy spirit. As I was praying my hands and arms moved slowly and reaching towards the altar. As if my arms were being pulled by an unknown force and then my arms slowly move towards me as if it is holding on to something, it came closer and closer to my chest, to my bosom, then the first thing I know I am hugging Jesus and He is holding me tightly in His arms. I also heard the translator at the altar that to some of us, they hold on to Jesus and cling unto Him and hugged him. Then I knew, it was really Jesus. As my arms moved when hugging Him, my arms started feeling really tight as I was holding the Lord in my arms. I prayed more earnestly and fervently as I was hugging Him. I asked Him to make my relationship with Him much closer and more intimate and to flourish. I prayed and asked God for a lot of spiritual things in my life. What’s more amazing was, He didn’t hug me just once. But he hugged me or I hugged Him three times. I felt really loved by Jesus.

 

나중에누군가가제머리를만지는것을느꼈습니다, 김목사님이셨는지아닌지는잘모르겠습니다. 그리고는 "성령의불!" 이라고외치셨습니다. 그러자제팔이아주강하게원을그리며돌렸습니다. 그리고반대쪽으로바꿔가며돌렸습니다. 계속자기혼자빙빙빠르게돌렸습니다, 천천히돌때도있었습니다. 저는제인생에이렇게강력한경험을한적이한적이없습니다. 제손과팔은한쪽으로빙빙께속적으로돌렸습니다. 한한시간반정도를성령님께맏겼습니다. 부에나파크에서의김목사님마지막집회는저에게있어너무나강력한형험이였습니다. 이경험은진정축복이였습니다!

 

Later on, I felt that someone touch my head and laid hands on me (not sure if it was Pastor Kim or not, I’m not sure) and said, “Holy Fire!” My hands and arms started to move violently strong in one circular motion, then it’ll change in another motion. It kept moving and moving on its own very rapidly and it will slow down in occasion. It was very powerful and I had never felt or experience anything like it in my entire life. My hands and arms kept moving in a circular fashion non-stop for more than an hour and a half as I allowed the Holy spirit to take over. That last overnight service of Pastor Kim in Buena Park was the very most powerful experience for me that I ever had and it was a blessing!

 

요한복음 14:14

내이름으로무었이든지내게구하면내가행하리라

 

John 14: 14

If you shall ask anything in my name, I will do it.

 

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